Hobies.yes. I have hobbies: Interests outside work.
I like to go completly around the bend:Those are my interests .
I could say something like I'm an Artist.Writer. Poet. Sculpture
Student of the Occult as most people in my field do.But suff-

-ice to say my hobby is going mad.     .         .

The paper or the paint the lights .Ink.Magnetic tape.typewr-

-iter ribons: several thousand around an old Oak tree.The coll

-ed prawn like shavings of wood .Pentagrams drawn on the
floor.Incantations and a Goats silver hoves hammering on the
ceiling below. .. . .All of these things are but the side effects
. . .by products Of the real work. . .You see its all up here. . .
. .That vast area of memory and mental fields of daisies .Ran-

-dom constructed corpuses in jelly. . .Beyond the tapping fo-

-re finger and knowing looks. .enclosed In thick.crisp.....

. .Brain is what I mean to say.
I mean to say. .what do you have at the end of the life of the

average ARTist. Poet. Magus etc... .a pile of out dated cultu-
re comodities and another dead human to sell.What have they
gained ? . .Well to be sure the only work of any interest is
that which goes to the grave with them.Their minds and all
that. The sole product of their efforts} . . .so why waste all
of that paper .Wood .Ink .Paint. ? Why not simply go mad
the ecconomical way.Do it on the cheap. In this sense it
is true that every person can be an artist or even more
unsane. Being a follower, or subriber..or even Subscriber
as they are heard to say.of the now extinct school of
' "Vitalism" of the last century I belive that the whole purp-

-ose of human exi stance is to expand "Life force boundaries"
to push everything further into unknown experiences, .into
unimaginable frontiers, ..over the horizon of perception and
kick down the doors. Crow bar the doors of sanity fuck the
washing them bussiness.This is my hobby. If I may be per-

-mited to expand upon this.. . . . .Ahh. .Thats better.

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T began what seemed to be a pointless carrer at -first glance
.pgane and pointless but as yu will see it is one of the hi-
-ghest forms of expression allowed to a person of my int-
,elligence. .need I say social class, .could ever dream of
obtaining.           .

I have worked hard to get this job. I am not one of those
people that area content to sit back and take it a s it comes
I had to go out and get this position. . .work hard and not
look back.burn bridges and so on. .get on my heald and run
^esr when walking would just not do.. .run at the moon and keep
on the trail.. .basically what Im saying is:. . .Sell my soul.
,. .To get this job is what I mean.       '
. .But the work I do is under no sun a Job for those without
respect, .job satisfaction, .pride in the work. .Fear of the boss.
and above all accuracy for my work requires all of these a
in the most majestic quantities. . scatttered with a liberal
measure of boredom isulation. .either through the method of
inner life.Thoughts and imagination working at full pace..
...take the Zen approach aKKX man.. you know chill out..
...man like concentrate on the d4   ah mean details and
leave the over all pattern to its self. .let the wider issues
go on a walk and focus onto the smallest parts of your life
what tooth paste will you use for the rest of your natureal
days,. colour. . .Ah mean brand for that is all that there is and
you are what you consume. . .no more no less. ...
Well any how I am what is called a decimile point painter.
My job Is to paint the full black dots in the correct places on te
the eqyasion. .well numbers that remain a mystery I have the
de ar responsibilty of dividing and ensureing . .Bollocks
dammn weHgetting the dot in the right place between the
numbers so that the accountants can see the figures. .
Drennw   ^.IN THE MASSIVE OUTSIZED AIR HANGEK the
Figures they eee through telescopes though some say
horoscopes for the accountants are the demi-gods of
"s mortals..     .
^E YOU FUCKING PIGS.

^cuse me.But the life has rrung.Your drinks are in the
hawing room Sir. ...

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